Scratch that.

No, to die by your side would NOT be a heavenly way to die.

Not just yet.

I'm not certain yet of what lies beyond our graves or ashes. Wether we'll re-unite in heaven, hell or meet in some other life. If we'll reincarnate as humans, aliens or animals; wether we'll recognize each other in another form or not. Wether we'll rot or burn together and be left as nothing but lifeless matter or wether we'll haunt each other's houses looking for one another, scaring the living shit out of our families.



I do know it took us 4 years to set things straight and get this going without other people's lips and arms getting in the way, and I want to enjoy it as long as I might.

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What if it doesn't last long and it is but a flare?
What if when we were created our souls split apart into several different bodies and we'll have to wait until 24 other people's hearts decide to get together so we can feel whole? What if these people are just as confused, and shy as we were and we have to wait 50 more years for our souls to be complete enough for them to be ours to give to each other?

What if I wear you out?

I know I've already slightly worn out a part of you on over-usage. It'll only take that part of you a few days to feel better, but still, wearing your flesh out isn't the same as wearing your emotions out.





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"Do you remember our first kiss? The way I trembled when I touched your lips.

Everything changed through-out the years the only thing constant was you my dear.
You picked me up when I was down, when you neded laughter I was your clown.
Pretty baby, thanks for saving me.
Pretty baby, thanks for standing by me.

Yes, sometimes we do fight, but don't you love it, honey, how we always put it right?"